What's w-r-o-n-g with me

Too long, too long. Bad, very bad.

Eh....lols hello guys.

Okay that was stupid. Heh 3 more weeks? No no, 2 more weeks to end of school! -Smilez-

Tell you what.

I went...for a swim just now :D 20 laps! It has been, i dont know how long but very long since i actually swam. Good way to vent frustrations though.


Heh there's school and CCA tmr, jiayou people!

压抑。
I will be back. I have to be. No matter what.

In the middle of nowhere.

Oh, stupid me.

Hello!

Wow what a way to start a post -.- Haha okay today's the 2nd last day of EOY and maths totally killed me, damn. But, lols exam's gonna be over very very very very soon so yeap i shall look forward to that day. -smiles retardedly-

Anyway went kbox with Tseyin and Yunyi today! Haha we go san ren shi jie. 3 people world. (okay that sounds so weird) Sang like mad, and laughed like mad (:

Anyway here's one of the photos I took with yunyi in the toilet -looks below-




Okay that's all, jiayou people.

Why.

I don't know why.
Motivation. Courage. Not anymore.
It's different. I know it is.
But why?
After so long, why?
Have been sick these few days and now i'm going crazy over the tons of homework i have not completed. This is bad. Didn't go to school today. Thankyou Tseyin Kimyee Yiting and Yunyi for the crazy letters xD Retarded people, but very lovable indeed <3 -winks-

Roar. I dont like my sorethroat. But i'll be back in school tmr :D (did you guys miss me while i was away?) Haha, nah. Kidding.


OKAY GET WELL SOON CLAIRE BON (:

Sometimes inside I bleed.

And i ask myself.

Haven't been blogging lately for I don't know whatever but god-knows-why reason. How long was that sentence? Lols. Anyway today's the 19th of September and.....12? Yes 12 more days to the End Of Years. (If you happen to realise that i counted that number days wrongly pardon me, cos I failed my maths.) Ahh, stressed. Heh.

Oh shoosh, what happened yesterday? Yes i'm getting old. Can't remember.

Oh wait i finally recalled what happened. -winks-

School was as usual, then haha had wulong practice for like half an hour or so, but unfortuantely the porch wasn't an ideal place to train we kept hitting the ceiling :X Its okay though once the Year 5 exams are over we can get to use the hall again (: Jiayou people.

After which I went for my knee appointment at NUH...i waited from 3.45 to 6 before it was my turn. (hello, my appointment was at 4) See. Lucky yesterday's a friday if not i'll be dead for homework. Anyway the doctor said I need to stretch my outer hamstring to loosen it cos it's damn tight now and if everything's okay I CAN TRAIN. Doctor says: "Go ahead and participate and train as per normal. " Don't know what I felt though. Numb, perhaps. Numb after so long. Neither happy nor sad. Just numb. Nvm, smilez (:

Then after that my family and I went to Peninsular Shopping Centre I went to get my wushu shoes! Thanks daddy and mummy (: And my brother was so lucky cos i got the shoes he said he wanted a pair and in the end he managed to get them too. Haha, lucky kid xD But yes, i love my brithday present :D

How long have i been typing alr and is this the longest post i posted this year or sth? Might be...Haha. Okay there's Wushu display later at the Indoor Stadium. Looking forward to it (:


I am moving on, but slowly. Very slowly.
I'm seriously tired.
I dont have that strength anymore.
What's gonna happen. If i just let myself zone out. Without feeling bad.
Can I even do that?
-laughs-
Crap, just shut up. Shut up, claire. Shut up go to sleep.

Haha. Bye, Jiayou..

Jiayou.

Hope all will be well tmr.

Jiayou (:

Nights nights.